I Am Still A Pastor.
Life is a little strange right now. About a year and a half ago I felt like God was leading me in a different direction and with a heavy heart I resigned from a position at a church I had been at for almost 5 years. A church that really was home and framily. It was incredibly painful, and if I am being honest - I wonder often if I made the right decision. I pray through that a lot. I quickly jumped into another position at a new church. I was excited for what God would do there. But, what I shoved aside was that I never gave myself time to grieve the loss of what was. I think I only gave myself a week. I needed more time. I also realized in the 10 months at the new church that I was on the brink of serious burnout in ministry. I have no doubt that this started before I took on this new position and I still feel terrible that the new church family got caught in the crossfire. So, if you are reading this from the church we recently left - I apologize and we love you!...